Back to home ...

知道自己懒就勤劳点咯 ... XD

Well , back to home ... same as back to dizzy haha once step in to the house mum nag bout same thing again lol , how i wish that someday they can cut off this ...

Stayed overnight at friend house really made me felt a bit better haha , sound weird right ?? how come there will be someone dont like to stay at home XD ... but that my feeling that cant be deny.I found out that be myself is really a great feeling , kind of happiness at there although that just a simple life ... 2 days stayed at there , found my passion to study again ^^ .

By the way, met someone and talk a bit with him ... he made me found another path of life haha ... more option can be choose in the future , thx ya.

Got some solution for some of my problem already, now I realize there still have light in the darkness , the world aint that dull ....

haha , a long post =p

yesterday n today .... linked by emo

Not really happy ... same problem keep appeal ... when will all this stop???

feel like really confusing , the road i taken , which path do you link to ???

by the way , somebody though he's smart asked me a stupid question , don't try to act smart while you are acting silly k ??? == you made me mad and strongly dislike bout you ...


Arrrrgh even stayed at home also didn't feel really safe ... is there somewhere more belong to me ???



hope someone can have her spotlight on me ... and ... ... ... ...


....................that for yesterday......................

today , found that i'm kinda like "budak-budak" ... =p

By the way, same thing happened again ... they will never fed up for that ... i wonder why *sigh*

是我错啦K ??? T.T
千百万句对不起却没有一个儞补的行动... ==

忽然想找个地方可以然我大声呐喊 ...
想发泄发泄发泄发泄发泄发泄...

有时也想找个人聊天或是倾诉 ...

难以说出口的...

身体出了些状况 ...嘴里肿了一块, 咬不到东西 ==

其实很害怕 ... 怕会酱下去,或很难医好比, 因为之前也是酱,然后就不了了之了不得... 现在更糟,吃不到东西了 O0 ...


真的很懒啦 ... 借口一大堆,今年要怎样熬啊?????
光是心动却没有行动!!!!


想要些推动力 , 哎救命啊 ...........


今年总觉得有些不妥... 可又说不出 ... 总觉得那里怪怪地...见到人想打招呼却只是呆呆望着人家,
看着人家好像想讲些东西或是给个微笑,却又没表态....
到最后,应该已给人家一个"怪人"的感觉了吧 ,
或者是,"猜你不透","难沟通"的感觉了吧???
或者人家都会认为我只可以当个"hi-bye friend" 吧 .... ==

low EQ

EQ getting low and low ... IQ not even grow a little bit *sigh* ...


Today I'm sick , don't know is lucky or unlucky @.@ ... hehe escape from the math test today but felt a bit guilty ...

Feel like hating myself , for some reason ...

tomorrow is going to sit for chemistry test ... wish me luck lor

lazy

argh ... kinda lazy now a day "sob sob" , *sigh* ... lazy lazy n lazy