want you to read this!!!

Oh no! its just a call but pulled me down =.=


hate that feeling... hate you, you , you, you, you.... am i hit the roof?


someone , anyone , please....
waa feel like wanna cry... feel so bad... why you all make my life so difficult??? or ... did I asked for it?????? perhaps? maybe?





maybe one day, I will explore lol

i need a listener that i prefer ... lol sound weird

=(

sigh ... computer having problem ==
but still feel like to bloging or typing lol

Felt so blank recently... just like lost the compass in the middle of the sea... sometime i dont even know what did i really looking forward to? always have the perfect plan but not even 1 step moved forward == ... time just flowing away... if i'm just following the step, i know it wont come true with my expecting ... and if i manage, i dont even want to struggle in this situation even a second more ...

lol, i used to keep my MSN stay online, keep login into facebook, stare on my phone even i'm buzy with my stuff or its was a late night.... haha just hoping someone will talk(?) with me, leave some comment or the ringtone will rang .... i seem desperate to something ... what should i name it??? lol

Went to IoI just now, cause felt like wanna go out and have a walk lol even just alone (hehe i used to do so) ... sigh but looking for parking and raining had made me mad >.<
maybe next time you guys saw me hanging alone outside, try come and accompany me^^

unleash my creativity

HELLO guys, wanna share something with you all^^
TADA...

Yesterday night was bored... suddenly had the mood to draw >.< then I just left my PA beside and brought my creativity to bear, then, THIS IS IT- Keat XD just refer to the photo i posted yesterday^^
Imagine that i'm having longer hair, a pierce on ear, and beard hehe.... raeally plenty long of time did't draw, luckily haven't disaccustomed

oh no it's her again! sometime i will consumed with envy lol
miss those memorable time ... those faces... incident....
like a cloud you, drift me away, far away...
like a sun you, brighten my day, you brighten my day... yeah~~
its over but you and those memories just like what Beyounce sang "irreplaceable" >.<

HEHE

Lol now a day is so ... (don't know how to describe) haiz ... many thing poped out from my mind now a day... felt like wanna find someone to craps :p or maybe go work out till really really tire or let me be crazy for few hour or someone let me bully till I statisfied haha, REALLY many kind of thing poped out .... =.=


HEHE last night my elder brother got a cue as a present from his gf XD
I took few pic while playing around with it haha but making him so struggle cause he sooooooooo afraid that i may brake his precious cue XD



Haha i'm looks like a pro hor XD i know i can't compare with him ... just let me have a bit statisfication with it k?? >.<
okie it time to continue my stuff again haha ,see ya~~

@.@

I wish i could find some where or someone that can really be comfort with... wanna scream out from my heart... ARGHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH hate that!!!!

Well i dont know how long i can stand in this situation... but i did standing till now for my homework or study(maybe just for today?) tomorrow will be better ... *sigh* i take my hand off now and leave it for tomorrow...
but, how many tomorrow do i having??

Ooops, i dint even touch my chemistry or physics since holiday started... now felt like have a butterfly in my stomach lol... STPM is hunting me 0.o ... erm my blog seem like lack of photo== i wish i could upload some but my phone camera is not that good quality lol many swEEt memories can only keep in my brain XD....
well its about time... bla dulu^^

Happy XD

It's a happy day again haha went to sunway again^^
Watch the Xmas carol today haha its quiet funny, hope you guys can watch it... i love the way they bring out the story bout Xmas haha and it can be a horror movie also leh >.<... the feeling is totally different while watch in cenema XD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! ahak, heard this from my friend haha thanks guys and i love the present so much, i appreciat it^^

well i'm half way doing my PA ... just wanna "curi tulang" XD
I think i shall continue lar ... tata

Happy birthday ^^

WOO it's the first of december again wheeeee ^^
Firstly should say Happy birthday to ... Wei Keat XD ... really happy but have some disapointment too

Happy cause receive many wishes from friend through the day ^^ thanks for everyone wish me but sorry i din reply to you all cause phone credit expired last night... beside many of my friend wish me in facebook as well ^^ thanks for it , those wishes make me feel warm in this cooling season (sigh) wanna go out and have a walk T.T but ....
arghhh i wish i could have a time machine or my body may split up or have extra 24 hour per day .... hahaha just crapping, i knew it's imposible

beside, today not the birthday i wanted but nevermind haha just wait for next year or year coming on haha
once again Wei Keat, happy birthday =p

WAO ...

These are photo took this friday haha.... ^^


having dinner haha



My friend and I ......

Wao ... had an exciting friday and saturday... kept hanging out with friend lol
Yesterday went to IOI had lots of fun as well.. watch POKER KING last night then hanging around till this morning 5 something only reach home haha ...
T.T now only i prepair my asignment thing lol... beside, maybe play till a bit over ady that's why this 2 day got touch my math haha maybe felt guilty?? anyway i really wish i manage to catch up this coming holiday...



不是不想承認﹐只是不敢﹔
或許怕會失去﹐失去更多﹔
還是我過份自我保護了呢﹖
會嘗試打開胸懷。。。
對不起~

Great Friday 13-11-09

Today was so happy haha went to pyramid with friend after school, for the first time i tried Skating ... although i'm not that pro but still had lots of fun, really excited! thanks my friend^^ ...

Follow by the skating was dinner time, haha guest what... we went to SUSHI KING to have our dinner haha the second time in my life visit there :p ...

Leave sunway ... then hang out again with other friend and went to eat nice food again haha what a nice day with nice food ... the chicken chop was so delicious and we tried something special... haha it's french snail haha but i dun really like the way he cook... == but never mind , i knew how to go there and for sure i will go again XD ...

another thing make me happy is bout my friend caring and (love?) haha thanks ya guys ... really happy today, it's my pleasure can hang out with you all^^ i did appreciate that precious moment...

well... kinda tire now... see ya

Dream dream dream...

Yesterday , my dream came true in my dream(try to understand my word lar) ... but, i wonder will it really come true in reality?
lol anyway i'm working hard for it and i hope my dream not a dream again, hope can see the result soon ...
Beside, my birthday is just around the corner ... hope my wishes will come true as well hehe... selfish isnt?

well time to go to bed..... hope can have a sweet dream ^^

Lonely......==

At home alone, nothing to eat *sigh* ... going to make maggie lol ... listen to the tic-tac sound from my watch, many thing flows out from my mind ...
think back bout this year, i found that i did many thing wrong(maybe), beside many thing happend and majority of that is making me sick...
well to all my dearest friend:
I do apologize if i did something bad or over ... i know sometime i will be a bit more than enough ... sorry bout that to my friend at school or other... beside I appreciate who did appreciate me , thanks.
To ... :





Yo my family member:
Po, uncle Alex , ..... thanks of supporting me, thank you and sorry cause i may disappointing you all...
well, i am trying to change my bad attitude ...hope i can forget those unhappy thing =)w

=D and T.T

=D finally i got the biasiswa ... felt like on cloud9 hehe
T.T but the holder need to show improvement ... will i manage to do so? i wonder... nowaday was kinda lazy == dont know why... maybe cause holiday just around the corner? :p
=D but miracle was happend yesterday hehe, i wonder why i will take out my physic's and did the exercise haha.
T.T i really miss my secondary school life but what to do i dont have a time machine, i wish i could have one

well time will change many thing ... hope everything will be better and hope next time u guy will see more =D less T.T on my blog hehe .... tata

ARGhhhhhhhhhhhhhh again..

paste wrong ady.. sry guy T.T my blog nt nice ady...
nvm let talk about last saturday ... it was my grandmum birthday^^ its was really happy and meet lot of new friend hehe

here are my new friend ,cousin and couson

okie thats all for 2day quiet tire now wanna have a rest... maybe next time i try post more photo k? c ya^^

心情感言：拿起真的很容易；
放下真的很困难。

oct 26... Mom's love shown

Today, mom receive a kidnap call's luckily it was fake... *sigh* mom straight away went to my younger brother school just to comfirm he is safe... anyway, thanks to my neighbour who was helping...

My grandmom came as well once she knew it (before mom tell her that was a lie)...

this evening, grandmom ask bout my problem on study... she really melt my heart... after her son's problem she will try to help her grandson...T.T When will she take a rest???? i wonder ... but i'm really proud of her.

smile on their face while they lend a for us shown that they won't fed up of helping us..THX.. THEY ARE THE REAL SUPERWOMEN IN MY HEART...

Exam going on.... today, while i doing my test, i kept think bout ... i wonder why... *sigh*

ARGhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tomorrow exam will start, i'm still scratching my head for math's ... beside a little accident was happen swt ... dad turn his eye red and hit the roof T.T ... well, i think i will start catch up my result after this exam (sound weird right?) ... I got a plan but don't know whether it will success or not but anyway, wish me luck on this exam week^^ ........tata

I'm now here ^^ 22.10.09

HELLO my dear blog readers, at foresaid, I read many people blog before and, I found that people sharing their pain or happiness in their blog was fun(maybe?)...
shairing their pain may make be their happy medium...
shairing their happiness may makes them more happy...
NOW,
I'm here to share something about me but,
u dont need to tell me u read bout me in reality...
just keep it in somewhere deep in your heart....
cause i made this may just use as a tools of catharsis^^...

or something like a diary...

nowadays I'm so not in the situation but dont know why... maybe cause of "that"?

beside, my exam just around the corner ... mum an dad hope I got a flying colour but i afraid that I'm just such a disappointment. *sigh*... front of the other i may appear like optimus but deep in heart, i wonder which one is my true identity....

okay, my stomuch not allow me to continue.. alright dinner time ^^