cheer me up please .

It's been a while . long time dint update my blog ady ...

Feel like something not so right happening . Made me a bit moody . I used to be so extreme , but this time , i know I'm extremely not in the form . Day by day , just feel something is wrong .
Sometime , it's not I dont trust others , it's just i think that you your own self is the one you can trust the most . So . lots of thing I dint tell out ... sometimes feel like need some consolation as well . haha.

As usual , i though it's alwayS just "I THOUGH" . I think too much negative sign in my mind , should clear out some . haha , IF , I could have the chance , I really hope I can own it . Lol , I did think like this lot of time before , everytime I came to this . hahaha

Someone cheer my day please ...