a click in my mind ~

Ok, seem decided, let give it a try, I think it's no harm if trying ... at least I wont regret. Personal though, don't dare to share out, cause it's shows that I am a bit far from realistic, never mind, at the mean while, I will materialize it.

Ishh, move men move!!!! I keep telling myself, for the aim of the year. PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY FIT! Hmm, I never stop my EQ training hahahaha... ya, some time it's hard to face some people, thing I should do should be "be patient". So, smile =) ~~

Time skipping away, now, I think should take my lazyness off, start it NOW!!

忧虑

我不知道我的担心成不成立，看似不像问题的问题，常令我裹足不前，深怕一子错，满盘皆落索。不懂自己不懂些什么，我做事犹豫了。

常来到这种分岔路，两条都是不归路，一旦走了，就无法回头了，而我也不想半途而废，却又怕走完后，方知选择错了。一时，我好像懂了，又好像不懂。我讨厌这种感觉！难道，这次，我会变成空口说白话吗？我不想！

真的，这世上很多东西其实都不能如愿。常想改变某些人，可是却做不到。看着他们，心里不禁觉得惋惜。我知道，每个人都是个有各自思维独体，个人看法性格每个人都不一样，可是，有些人，就真的很想让他们懂某些道理。可惜，江山易改，本性难移啊。其实我无他，只希望某些人对人处事能比较圆滑。

在写这篇博文时，我知道，我一直说想做的东西，一点都还没开始。

深夜静思

星期五了，决定了明天去升学展走一趟，该开始为我的未来着想了啦！

距离三十岁还有九年的时间，我，一直都在抚心问己，我敢踏出那第一步吗？我，有那般能耐了吗？我知道，万事开头难，但我也知道，千里之行始于足下！决定放手一搏了，我会积极去做吗？还是一路以来，我像跟别的人一样，喜欢吃大头菜，发白日梦罢了吗？真的很想尝试，我会用这几个月的时间，做最后的规划的！

学业还是事业？我不在乎！我要的只是 知识与成就！再努力学习吧，学无止境，你该懂得！

Quick note !

Yerp , I am back from the training of national service, it's really a memorable day ... with the knuckle on the rough ground for an hour , those cases , of course those physical training as well haha.

Today was the third day I came out , should plan what to do next now , I'm not good in relax. I dont want fall back to lazy !

Alright , should get thing start now , move toward my plan !!