给她的一篇博文

看着银行存款日渐稀少，我知道挨过了这两个月就没事。每每闹嘴了，我也对自己说挨过了就没事。但，真的吗？

我不是很在行摄影，但我总爱拿手机乱拍，因为，我想把我的回忆记录下来。拍了一大堆她的身影，她的一切。就因为不知明日会如何，而我想记住她，就拍下一切和她有关的东西。认定了就是认定了，尝试告诉她，不知她是否真的知道。

我，真的不是特别好。常因为工作而跟女友斗嘴，但我知道其实我的世界里，若少了她，一切都会像缺了一块。若逛街少了她的影子，若躺下少了她的拥抱……真的，不精彩了。

写这一篇，想记住她的博文。望自己努力记住她的好，一个我想陪我度过余生的女人。我总气着她，但我真的无意的。想记得从第一天至现在，我深爱的女人。

给她的一篇博文。

November updates

Just a blink of  eye, it's already end of November. I believe people should well know their strength and weakness, and now is the time to do a appraisal of our own. Rewind and see what we did for the past 10 month, try to gain some knowledge or experience from there.

With all the respect and confidently, I believe I did not bad and deserve a "B+". Now, with a month left, I shall work towards "A". Plan for 2014 instead, 2014 come with lot of changes. Internally and externally we should enhance ourself, prepare for the worst.

OK, good luck every one.  

October updates

October , always been so hectic. Work life balance, dont know if I practice it well. Once again fall to sick, dont know is it because of work tiredness.

Ops, sorry I missed out September, almost every weekend I'm attending wedding dinner, congrats to all my newly married friend, I think you guys will just ask the same question when met me. Ya, I proposed, maybe made lot of my friend shock due to I'm in this relationship not a long period. No worries, not because of my gf got pregnant, just I think is OK to get along with her.

Like usual, work hard to be live better, pray for the best prepare for the worst. Rarely meet my friend now a day, how you guys doing well. I'm approaching 22, people may wonder young guy like me, am I ready to married ? Ready to this? Ready to that? Believe to me, I am ready. For me, age just a number, what makes it looks different is just experience. I always believe I can do it while others can. I might not great like Steve, but I'm always trying to be the good one with my related matters.

OK, all the best guys. tata

Aug FY2013

Four month left for 2013 , time to have a review for this year . FY2013 , learned a lot , got more job satisfaction , more stable financial status , got a companion . Now , I think I should go to second stage , to defense what I have , and to grab more I wish .

Stand still and think , notice that lot of loss and gain , I had owned what I wish previously , portray my life had pass a milestone , working hard towards next target . keep growing !! 

Fight for our life , I never afraid of try thing that I have faith on it , never hesitate or delay to tackle it . Lots of my plan been turned down , but once I got one , I will strike back my unfortunate . 

Another chapter of my life started , good luck to me , good luck to all . 

Raya updates

Raya liao ..... 终于休息了.工作上的忙碌,让我忽略了许多事故.暂忘了许多人.

但,这都是我讨的,为求各方面的满足.我喜欢被认可,但别担心,我深知骄兵必败的道理.现在,对许多事的看法都不一样了,是我变了,但愿是好的.

还是一样,必须自我增值.把一切尽最大的能耐做好,为了过活,是打从决定不再升学时发现的人生哲学. 现在生活不一样了,决定了某些东西,改变一生的东西.我会做好的! 努力吧,每个人总该为自己努力的,大家共勉之,设立目标,就毫不犹豫的前进.

惜时惜人,做人谨记要对的人住拜得神 .

Short update .

Its been quite some time I dint write for this , was busy recently . July , meant that 2013 had passed more than half . Thank god all my stuff running on track . Another few month to go , hope I can show some different at the end of the year .

Confident , this year required lot of confident . Not only for my job scope , personal life as well . Time flew , hope experience come in . Nothing much to write recently , cause thing go smoothly , so less thing brain storm me .

Lot of thing came out a clear picture , hope I can grow faster . Meanwhile , I'm afraid , afraid that dont know when , I will be like temple run , game over at a very far distance , which take time to made .

Anyhow , just a short updates , I'm doing well now . Start taking compliment , wish me luck , it's embolden me .

Thank you.

无题

很快的，一个月又过去了。充实的四月份，令我深深的体会到人生真的需要有目标。一早张开眼睛就朝自己的目标出发，感觉真的很美好。

之前所追求的东西，该都得到了。可是，却开始担心自己的智慧不足，不能把东西紧握。

博文写了又删，其实心里知道，自己想要的是什么。一个信任与了解，无论在什么立场上。但我坚信及坚定都走下去时，多少人已想放手了呢？无论在哪条路上，都能看到人来人往。无奈感叹，人生苦短。

希望大家都努力，追求自己的每一件事与物。
共勉之。

Amitabha (sigh)

Once again , I fall in my life . Situation made my heart skip a beat of two , this few day just felt like having a butterfly in my stomach .

Again , so sorry to everyone , who willing to lend me a helping hand , I owe you guys a lot ! I have a long week , a long month . For the first time I hope time flew so eager . Damage been done , pray hard for the solution unveil .

amitabha .

无题

事情发生了，给我很大的教训。体会到什么叫聪明一世，糊涂一时。

我不说，是因为我知道已成定局了，不用多说，让人担心。

奉劝自己，以后多加小心。

early March post

February was gone , March had past few day as well . This year full of uncertain , lot of heart sore unveil .

Thing was gone , damage been done . Thanks to them made me hit the roof , my fist could brake the wall ! Sat down with a cup of Nestcafe , accompany by her , trying to get me settle down . I despite people mess up my life , but they did the most , what else can I expect from them?

Pray hard for a better job scoop , better decision I can make . I'm feeling likely on the roller coaster , turning up and down , at the end , will it be I been knocked out or I can be the one survive with smile ? Always remind myself wary of tiny mistake which evade me to get great result .

Word for me myself , good luck boy .

new year post , welcome 2013

2013 …… we still manage to see sun rise sun set everyday , world is not terminated , life goes on , people move on .

The last for my sharing was month before , still remember I was struggle about the same thing . And now , all back to the same routine , I got the others , instead of the one I wish to . Some time I wonder , is this what fate want me to take or just a simple coincident ?

Well , chinese new year just around the corner , I love the atmosphere !! leveling in my life , gaining experience but dint really know when is the time to level up . Life full with true or false , let time reveal the answer . Work hard for what I want , pray hard for what you wish and die hard to play !

Remember , everything comes with effort !

Happy new year .