想些什么？ o0

其实，一直以来我说我想要的是真我想要的吗？
这一两年，很多人问我一个问题，我都给他们同样的答案。最近，我开始想：是真的这样吗？
如果，照着我想的方式去做，我知道结果真的只有如预测般坏，或者如想像中好。
现在，我终于懂了，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，硬硬来也不行的。

人生有几多个十年？
我的第二个十年都快要用完了。

我，还要那样做人吗？我一直都站在自信跟自大的边缘，偶尔会越过界。
自信，让我冲上去 ； 自大，会拉我下来。 呵呵，还蛮平衡嘛～ XD.
我了解自己吗？起初我以为我很了解，但我却不可以把这个问题答得很好。
你 了解自己吗？想想看，然后把你的优缺点写下来看。
有人讲，做人要 ： 敢梦 敢想 敢做 。呵呵 ，或许这是成功之道。

I'm still in the box , it's hard to jump out of the box. 如何以无限为有限？by the way I'm keep thinking I'm not the best ,but I must be the better one .

其实，“对不起” 我不懂敢说几次又或者肯说几次。“谢谢” 也不懂说的够吗。 我知道不是说了就可以，…………

今天，就是想到什么就写什么。 kick hor? 不过这又证明一点，我没头没脑，哈哈。

努力吧

还剩几天，要考试了。
努力吧。

又来到这交岔路了，决定了要往那条路去。就去吧！
hmmmm! 要有毅力 ！！

又是这样的早上

-删了-

又是这样，烦不烦啊？
唉……
哇………………啊……………………grrr ………………hmm
发泄完了啦 …… *sigh*

rude

Woa , it's Friday ... ... 1 week pasted , with no achievement .
and , I'm back , to here , in my place , pleasssse allow and be patient to my rudeness .
wanna shout : " @#$%$&^%&*^%$%@##@E%^R&^%^#)(*@&*)__$^%#@$"

hate that G0d da*n feeling .
alright , i know what am i saying , doing is pointless .
at least let me be dumb for a mean while , (even i am a dumbo all the while ==) . WT ... what am I talking about ... ... hmmp , just wanna give myself a F word . My brainless almost make me suffocate .

Wrote a lot , erase a lot as well . *sigh* , sometime something only need to be know by my own self . just simply enjoy typing . oh , such a poor baby with sad case XD , but i love to do such stupid thing haha .

2nd post in a day

wwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .....

Got a strike by boredom!!!! Somebody help me !!!!!!
Sign in MSN , a list of contact , seem like list of stranger ... swt , just wanna find someone to crap , I know I SHOULD NOT do that cause exam really just around the corner . WTH , what am I doing here ? My hand and my finger betrayed me ! they keep hitting on the keyboard ! they should holding a book for me !!!!

Second post in a day ... so d*mn free ? but , honestly and seriously , I cant even stand for a minute like this , wao , really hope someone can talk to me , I know i do sounds like girl like to chit chat at anywhere all the time at anyplace, even comment on fb can make few pages of list in mail box ! (not pointed to anyone , and i do like to do so as well) .

the another "me" was revealing !!!!! iishhhhhh , i should control myself , i dont wanna be like that !!!! HELP , if 999 can solve this i do like to make a call ... hmm this should be a emo post , end up with letting me explore like a volcano . Should find something else to rock my life beside then Eminem . The third day already made me dull like this , cant imagine what will I be after 2 weeks time . And dont let me see any hammer or other tools , i'm afraid i cant stop my violent and break this square box front of me !!!!!!

Yam cha with friend ? not tonight .
Yam cha with family ? NO WAYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Samething will happend , samething will they say ,I'm fed up of that . =.= i really scare will be like what he sang ... like a tornado meet a volcano .......
Home alone ? I really dont like to be like this , felt kinda lonely . Contact list in phone do have a bunch of friend but dont feel like to bother major of them , cause "I think" time like this they might have lot of theory or formula for supper.

well , ok ok ok ......
i know I'm not getting band 5 for this , really an essay long post .
*sigh* well , feel better now , should give this a fullstop ! "。"

blogging

嗯， 还是隐隐作痛。第三天了……
昨天又弄伤了腿 …… 真是祸不单行，还好没昨天酱上楼梯都痛，哈哈^^ 。

整天 , 都不懂为什么。
可能是假期太闲了吧？




还是……
想讲话 ，却不懂找谁？讲什么？…… 或许这就是所谓的无聊吧～
坐下来复习 ，又坐不定 ，读下走下 …… 都浪费了很多时间叻。

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k lar , bye ^^ .

心痛 （2）

哈哈，最近整天上来！ XD
哇哈哈，得空没事做嘛……

唉，好“痛” …… 昨晚到现在，这是痛最久的一次了。
就连吸大口一点的气都难……T.T 有钱有时间的话或许该去做 body check 看看。
可是又不知是哪里出问题，像是心脏，又像接近心的部位，又好像是某个接近胃的地方被肋骨压到酱……哈哈，算啦，过多下就没事的啦^^。

星期天了，该开始我的计划了！

谢谢妳 _ _ ……

谢谢妳。

妳给我的感觉，就是和其他的不一样。
这种感觉，曾经有过，但不及妳给的那般强烈。

妳，不欠我什么。
我，却希望可以给妳更多。

…… ……
这次，希望会不一样。

dizzy night

*Sigh* not feeling well again ... sore throat , running nose ... ... waaa I got a critical weih!!

Skip my bed time again ... haiz , never mind la , day after tomorrow will be my holiday , woohooo!
hope my plan wont ruin this time .

My life was in recycle , same process just going on and on again .
Life , i'm the one should control it , aint letting it control me .